dear ms b-its good for you

DEAR MS B-ITS GOOD FOR YOU

 

this picture above
well it says it all
that stuff in that little shovel we gave you
thats good ole compost
the lifeblood of gardening

it doesnt matter where you live
add compost to your garden soil
it activates all the good germs in the soil
as well as adding all the nutrients a plant needs

so
ms b
off we went to the garden center
you riding in the cart
smelling all those flowers on the plants
as you walked the aisles
touching
smelling
all those veggies and flowers

i could see it in your eyes
you wanted them at your house

so
back to your house
your raised garden bed
it was time for winter planting

first you pull up all the plants that have ran
their course
they are  done for
all that you and your family dont like

then
we add compost
whats that you dont like to get dirty
or
muddy
or
wet

you seem to be a little squeamish there
when we started
but
i sprayed your feet with water
got them muddy
got your hands dirty

you wanted all that wiped off
well
you got fussy
this wasnt something you wanted to do

then
its like a light came on in your little head
you
reached deep into that bag of compost
threw it on the garden

more more you signed and said
you wanted more

so
i handed you the little shovel
into the bag you went
shoveling shovel full of compost
onto the garden
then again and again

then
i opened the bag of cottonseed meal
we would use as a fertilizer
into the bag your little hand went
without any encouragement

i knew then you were there

then
we used our hands and your little rake
to rake all this compost and fertilizer into the soil

then
we dug holes
dropped in the plants
watered them in with your little watering pot
wetting your shoes as you went

none of that seemed to matter
getting muddy and wet and well dirty
you were having fun
digging raking planting watering
a big smile came across your face

more more
you signed and said

yes ms b
there will be more and more
of this in your future
i can guarantee that

its good for you
now dont tell mom and dad
but
i saw you taste that compost
good probiotics there

more more
we your gma and i want more

the organicgreen granddaddy

taped election

TAPED ELECTION
no
he was wrong
it was not a rigged election
but
it was a taped election

now
you see
i am a duct tape aficionado

one of my proudest possessions is
this duct tape chair
my wife she bought it for just a few bucks at a swap meet
it was all torn and raggedy
so
she brought it home

i instantly saw the chair of my dream
my duct tape chair
i used over 2 rolls of black duct tape on it

i have requested
that when i die
that i get buried sitting up in that chair
with
a smile permanently fixed on my face


here i taped up my old beat up wheelbarrow
with duct tape
that was months ago
its still working fine


then
here is donald duck all taped up to a wall
i know some folks i would love to do this to

so there was all this talk about a rigged election
first he said it
then
second her side said it

now my thoughts are this election is over
lets quit all this rigged talks stuff
except
of course
the russian influence thing needs
to be completely checked out
thankfully both sides in congress think so also
finally something they can agree on

so
one of the problems with recounting the votes
in wisconsin
now
quit whining over recounting things
let them recount all they want
the results will be the same

in wisconsin
one county cant be recounted though
well
precinct 1
had a problem
the zipper was broken on the container
so
in an macgyver moment
an official reach down
grabbed a roll of duct tape
taped the edge of the container
to protect the votes

what a great use of a multiuse product
so
i looked in my book
101 uses for duct tape
nope
taping the zipper side of an election box
wasnt in there

nope
the wisconsin election
wasnt rigged
it was duct taped

maybe we could put some over some politicians
and
some commentators mouths while we are at it

you cant get much better protection for an election
than using duct tape

the organicgreen doctor

alzheimers news-bummer well maybe not

ALZHEIMERS NEWS-BUMMER WELL MAYBE NOT

last thursday
thats thanksgiving morning
i was sitting on the front porch where we were staying in nola
thats new orleans
i was drinking my strong morning coffee
since it may slow down alzheimers some
sitting in the morning sun on the cool morning
watching neighborhood folks walking by
some with their dogs
good morning i said
they return the same greeting
warm feeling inside and out i had
then
i started reading my news feed on my cellphone
there it was
solanezumab results are in

i got clammy sweaty i was
my heart rate jumped some
i knew what these results meant for those
with alzheimers disease and those who will get the disease
life changing

there was the word that seemed to hit me in the face
disappointing
the results showed that the drug use in mild alzheimers patients
was disappointing

i felt like i had been slapped upside the head

all the joy i had being in nola
went down the drain
i sat there for a long time
a long time
even let my coffee get cold


then
i felt real anxious anxiety it was
so
i went for a walk by myself in the neighborhood
nearby was a large cemetery
that stays locked at night
but lucky for me i guess the gate was open
so
inside i went
i just felt like i needed to be there
i slowly walked past the above the ground graves
looking at the dates
looking at when the person was born
when they died
wondering what they died from
some died young
some died old
some probably from trauma
some from probably infections
i wondered how many of them had dementia
had alzheimers disease
was it as bad back then

it when i think of it was strange that i was attracted to
that cemetery since i had toured it before

then
i gradually meandered my way back to our place
where we were staying
i felt melancholic all day

then
the next day i got a bad stomach bug
i think the drugs i took for the severe nausea masked
my melancholy
then
after a couple of days the melancholy gradually wore off
thanks
somewhat
as i read more and more about the drug study
and other similar ones
that are ongoing
one of them i am waiting to enter soon

there are 3 drugs called alzheimers vaccines
thats what i call them
they are antibodies against the bad amyloid that is thought to
cause alzheimers disease
they go into the brain and remove the beta amyloid
if it works the persons memory gets better

solanezumab
made by lilly
the first to publish results officially on december 8th
it will show when given to folks with mild alzheimers disease
it didnt work

the more i have read from alzheimers experts
i realize like them that the drug was given too late in the disease

its like giving lipitor a statin to someone with a stroke or
a heart attack
well it aint going to help them
but if given months to years earlier they wouldnt have a stroke or
heart attack
so
the thinking with these alzheimers vaccines

if its given before symptoms start
or
maybe given when
symptoms are minimal like the statin used in stroke prevention
then it might prevent alzheimers disease or at least slow it down

so
solanezumab is being used in a study  called the a4 study
in folks who have no memory loss but who have
a positive amyvid pet scan for the bad beta amyloid in the brain
those results should be out in five or less years

crenezumab
made by genetech
its a similar drug that works the same
but is slightly different
it if you didnt see it was featured on
60 minutes last week
if you are remotely interested in a cure for alzheimers disease
click here to link the video and story 
read and weep
i know my she and i both did

basically in the colombia study the drug is given to folks who have the dominant gene
for alzheimers disease but do not have symptoms yet
they all will get alzheimers disease
they will get the drug for 5 years then the results will be published
if it works it will delay or stop alzheimers from occurring

aducanumab
made by biogene
thats my drug
thats the drug study i have been trying to get in
it works similar but slightly different from the other two

it will be given as a monthly infusion for 4.5 years
to folks like me with minimal symptoms but with
positive memory tests   positive spinal tap results   positive apoe4 gene results
then
finally a positive amyvid pet scan
the scan that shows if you have the bad stuff beta amyloid
ie you are going to get full blown alzheimers
then
you will be given the drug monthly over the above time period
or
get the placebo

i passed the first test
a screening of my medical records my memory tests my apoe4 labs
my spinal tap results shows that i may qualify for the study

then
yesterday i was officially notified that i now will be started in
the screening process for the study
next
my wife she and i go back to dallas to the alzheimers research center
at ut southwestern
to get reinterviewed
to get memory tests required by the study
to get examined by the neurologist running the study there
to get a unit of blood for testing
so
if i pass those tests
then
its a spinal tap
an mri scan
then
if i pass those tests
then
its the anticipated amyvid pet scan
if its positive
which means i have alzheimers disease
then i am in

i would then start infusions monthly of an intravenous infusion of
antibodies against the bad beta amyloid for up to 4.5 years

i will get the drugs or i will like in the crenuzamab study
get the placebo
if i get the placebo in a couple of years i will then be given
the real deal the real drug or up to 2.5  years
by then
they may seek approval for it to be on the market
if it works

this drug in preliminary studies in phase 1 showed
not like the others
showed the bad beta amyloid was removed
and
showed on memory tests that folks memory got better

so i am hoping this stuff works

so my melancholy has been lifted this week
as some hope appears to be that this stuff may work

i have spent every day since last week
thinking a lot about what is happening and is going to happen to me

since i was diagnosed i have lost several people i know
to cancer stroke heart attacks accidents other neurology disease
but
i am still standing living my life as i want to
they
sadly
arent with us anymore

for that that i am still here with mostly intact memory
i am thankful

the organicgreen doctor